A recent conversation with my mother convinced me how hard it is, in the world today for one to serve God and the balance one needs to face. Not easy indeed, when Paul mentioned false brethren and all the obstacles of the Gospel, while maintaining all virtues of Christ in love and care.
I recently emailed a former pastor who was responsible for causing another pastor's sack but denied such. Paul's note on praying for certain of those to be left with Satan, so that in flesh, they may still have the opportunity to learn and turn back from Satan's torment. It is easily interpret as a cause of hate. But when viewing in terms of love, it is amazing.
Thus I have emailed this former pastor telling her that whenever she's in New York City, she's still welcomed by me. Though of course, I will not compromise anything and keep my anger in check.
After the breakthrough, all worldly debts all cleared, all worldly honor paid, and let the dead burry the dead.