During my last sleep, I dreamed that Newtown Reformed Church's pastor David Su's wife greeted me on the phone, asking if I was returning to their church. (She had called me before to see if I would return to their Friday fellowship since she was expecting my time at CCGC to end in March) I told her I have other churches to consider. Then she told me that if I would like to visit their house. I told her okay, thinking that I could discuss with them about CCGC, Rev. David Chen etc...(Rev. Su was the one who lead Rev. David Chen to Christ), since Rev. Su wasn't completely in the dark in certain aspect of CCGC and Rev. Chen.
Before I woke up, Pastor Su and his wife advised me on the risk of celibate life.
Based on what has happened in the past, I do need to be more watchful of things and be disciplined. Because of what happened, I have made sure that all the female friends' faces on my cellphone address book be deleted. If I be wed a wife, then it is by God's will. The only photo on my property would be that of my wife's. Until then, there are more important things in the world than what I want. I find it too little time to be possible for such alternate life. So then, there are great many things to do, even I know it. May God have mercy, keep me disciplined, keep me diligent, for Him alone.
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