Against thee, thee only, have I sinned and done this evil in thy sight: that thou mightest be justified when thou speakest, and be clear when thou judgest.
For I know if I get any closer to her, I would have fallen in love for her, as I already had. One who has been a good friend to me, one who also has already gotten herself a boyfriend now. Even though it means nothing more than good friendship to her, every time we spent time alone together face to face, the more I see her, the more I listen to her voice, the more I know her, the more I love her.
It may also seem as innocent to me, but deeply I know, my love has grown for her and it is excruciating having this kind of love, having sleepless nights. I could be patient, I could persevere but deeply I also know, it is wrong, for it will invite envy. How can this love be pure, how can this love be agape, if it has jealousy, if it seems selfish, if it is self-seeking and care not for others.
Timothy Law, you should know better. If you truly love her, be content.
Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy lovingkindness: according unto the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions.
Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails. (1 Corinthians 13)
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