My Journal

There is Patience.

Yet there is also the need to clear my doubts as soon as possible. Unclear thoughts, doubtful thinkings, vague memories, especially that of theological, that of Biblical, must be built into recognition and not forgotten.

Upon every vague Bible verse, I will struggle to make sure I grasp it, before it slips away. Upon every phrase, upon every term and language.

I am a vessel for the Lord. This vessel cannot be rusty.

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It is better, that if I move my Bible study time to the end of the day as it usually takes more than 2-3 hours indefinitely.

So, to begin my day with prayer and some reflection from Psalms, Proverbs, wisdom words/memory verses of the Bible, for around 2 hours, and I could start my day with works and works, until the night, ending with serious Bible study.

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It is evident that if one is busy in mind and in body, time seems to fly by at a more instant rate. However, if one does not know how to handle the time given, time would seem to have slowed down.

This is so, until one achieves profession in the particular work, time would reward one by slowing down when the same work or the professed work is done again. Thus, comes ingenuity. True ingenuity is not knowing just what is the right decision, but what are the wrong ones as well.

Obsession only comes from desire without control. Thus it is slavery to conviction. One cannot get out of obsession unless one has control over one's desire.

The discipleship of Christ opens the true pathway to clear understanding of the created world, the true purpose of oneself, the relationship with the world, with time and with the Creator. Hence, with such understanding, faith and action, one's self desire is made into oblivion, one is free from one's own obsession, and reborned into faithfulness in God.

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I wish I had all the times I need. So much to do, so little time.

Need to sleep...very tired, very dizzy.

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I've just learned a new English word today...don't think I've learned it before...

The word is "bellow"

Conclusion: Bellow is not below.

Yea, have a candy.

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