I realized when I found something of interest, mainly literature, I would be so joyful that I would stall...filling my time with something else...and then eventually, never quite get to keep that interest.
Psychologically, this is perhaps a form of escape from the labor of working on the subject with a very good excuse of "celebration", assuming the labor will be done after the "celebration", or to wait for a better and more suitable time to use. Consequently, the subliminal timeout notion is ignored with an unconscious motive.
So, I must not be tempted by this again.
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