My Journal

We've seen how many sins have infiltrated Christian moral from Europe to America. And they have gotten the more confused. In defense of faith, some have raised swords while others put on a mask. They are unable to follow Christ, who neither raised sword nor wore mask.

In the past, the Christians knew the importance of educating the young in schools in the fear of God, the proper teaching of Christ, the proper attitude in academy, which take great sacrifices, hardship. Because God has given this advantage as a gift in His mercy. Soon, the pagans will join in, and the test will reveal, so that those who were entrusted with the advantage will either complain in hidden embarrassment or triumph in their diligence.

Here I stand alone in my surrounding. Let every man take heed how he builds there upon. (1 Corinthians 3:10)

When one is so abundantly blessed with the mystery of the Kingdom of God that one begins to justify one's own slack by commanding others to do the labors (either physical or mental) and calling it one's accomplishment in the Lord, or, as many today would sugar coat it as if in humility for not mentioning one's identity, calling it the good labor of all which oneself included.

It seems good to me to focus on the STEMI seminary in Indonesia, should I enroll in a theological seminary.

Not that the others in the West such as the Westminster Theological Seminary are any lesser than Dr. Stephen Tong's. But if I have the choice of observing and learning in an institution not just academically, but foundationally, historically and administratively, I would say, leave the other prestigious schools as my encyclopedia of everything else academic. Just as I would treat a monastery as a place for mere study and meditation instead of as my livelihood.

I cannot say the other institutes are any lesser quality or I may be disappointed when attending the STEMI seminary in Indonesia. However, should all these institutes be equal from many aspects, then certainly a wise use of financing my study is brought to my attention.

Despite support from others in the West, the means of paying for one's own growth in the knowledge of Christ is nonetheless an important discipline. How can I treat any discipline of studies so irresponsibly?

In terms of borrowing, then the restriction is a debt time and financial gratitude. Of which I think unnecessary in my pursuit of truth.

In terms of unofficial audit (for I thank God's grace here for the internet and the abundant conveniences in obtaining resources), then the restriction is a less intimate fellowship with other elects and slower study.

Of the latter, I can easily obtain a list of syllabus used in any good theological institutes, I'm sure. Since I'm not rich, I believe its restriction can be ignored, for the time being, not to mention the possibility to virtually overcome it to some extend in my ordinary life style.

The necessity of Seminary institution is therefore, I believe, limited to one's seriousness in studying God's word. But it cannot be a means to gain recognition or to obtain a gift (in terms of borrowing money). It is like the disciples of Christ, they laid down everything else but the works necessary to be His followers. So should one works himself to be qualified to enroll. And should financial aspect and others the like of such prevent one from enrolling without compromising important principles, God will provide another way, provided it is not an excuse to avoid enrolling.

Although the reformed doctrine is true and firm even today, the reformed churches in the Western world seemed to have failed much.

In a way, it hasn't failed. For the parents do care for the well beings of their children.

So that is not the problem. The problem is: there is no power and strength in spreading the Gospel outwardly. Consequently, they suffer implosion.

Putting those "Reformed" titled churches that have actually followed the path of pop churches aside, I would say the greatest problems of today's Western, Reformed churches are loyalists and aristocracy. Perhaps an unavoidable corrupted nature of man from the Jews to the Roman Catholics and to these.

I have said any activities outside of the Sunday worship service and works is a waste of my time.

I said it not from principle, but from experience and only by experience can I say this.

It is better to host a good fellowship, than to expect everyone to co-operate together. For calling belongs first to individual, so is salvation.