Journal of the Week

11/28/2025 Friday

Jim Cassidy's take on the Book of Job is so bad. Basically he's saying that Job blamed God for his suffering. I don't know how these people read Job, because Job (and his friends) clearly was aware of the blameless God, and God-fearingly avoiding that narrative and motive. So Job's sin is not how he view God but how he view man or God's created man and the lack of I-Thou relationship with God which David championed:

So I made this rhetorical comment on his Facebook when he said that Job thought God was not infinitely wise than he was.

11/26/2025 Wednesday

Kaitlyn Schiess a Calvinist. Though she's also supposedly an elder in a PCUSA church. So I'm not sure where she really leans, but so far, seems closer to conservative. She's smarter than Allie Beth Stuckey nonetheless:

11/24/2025 Monday

Of Allie Beth Stuckey's podcast:

  1. Stephanie Gray Connors recommended by Trent Horn to be the best Pro-life debater. Not really in my interest but good to keep in mind of who this is.
  2. On Death Penalty: Trent Horn, as a Catholic, obviously do not support capital punishment, now, because there's this thing called prison. "People are not hanged for stealing horses, they are hanged so horses won't be stolen." John MacArthur answered this using what Jesus said "those who live by the sword will die by the sword." She said Genesis 9:6, which would be similar beforehand. Perhaps Allie chickened out on this (not the same treatment she would others such as Tim Keller) here and let Horn teach her that you must have purpose to have capital punishment rather than just principle. Or it could also be that Trent did not see Allie's point from the Bible, as they probably are both very bad at general revelation. Not able to weigh in what the other is saying against his/her own view, but just full of themselves. One says God's command needs to be explained; the other says God's command needs to be obeyed, so they are talking across each other, so to speak.

    The prison argument fails if you find imperfection in the prison system, which is plentiful (i.e. risks of another crime, prison cost, etc.) and biblical death penalty is never about future prevention, but testifying the gravity of the crime against the sanctity of human life.

Using ultrasound to induce smell. Using sound to mimic smell? What's next, taste?

11/23/2025 Sunday

This day marks our official departure from Grace Community Church, due to the sermons. Nadia felt that she wasn't being fed by Pastor Chris, and in order to have her not getting frustrated and looking down on the preacher, we decided to attend Crossroads Community Church which is about 10 mins away from GCC. I myself don't mind Pastor Chris' preaching (I'm used to it and know how to deal with it - it actually helps me learn how to deal with bad preaching, finding ways to attack bad messages, examining where there are biblical fails, etc.) though I could agree with most of Nadia's criticism of the sermons. They were typical of many OPC, PCA, reformed preachers of America, very boring, using sophisticated and many words for shallow context, and as some have already said though in well meaning but I'll treat this as a negative remark: preaching like a lecturer/professor, no life in their sermons and take on Scripture. When I told pastor Chris about our departure the day before, I commended him on his leading of the adult Sunday School, which was rare as he opens the floor not just for questions but criticisms as well, at least as far as I know. Not that he's well equipped for all challenges, but it was good enough to seemingly open for it. It's their loss if they do not challenge him because other pastors either lead a Bible discussion because of their job or have no interest in facing challenges. But it is no good for Nadia, so we must leave.

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The Pride Test

I think I have a way to test someone's pride level. That is by their reaction through optical illusions. Works on anybody.

It's not about how we are fooled or not fooled by those illusions, but how we react towards them. The ones who find any of these illusions intriguing despite being fooled, curious about them, are the most humble ones, and the reverse is true for the proud ones. The proud ones will get frustrated and even angry.

A quick google search on "optical illusions" provide plenty of samples.

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To Love At All is To Be Vulnerable

From C.S. Lewis' The Four Love, Chapter 6, Charity.

This Nadia quoted from Tim Keller on one of GCC's Bible Study and she wasn't happy with the pastor's response "...be vulnerable to God." I've forgotten the context, but this is to note where the quote is originally from. I came across it from a comment in Christian.Art.

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What is a Christian Ministry?

Someone once said, as a believer, whatever you do, can be a ministry. As true as that is, I believe there needs to be a clear distinction of what is and what is not a Christian ministry, as I notice in America, or the West, that there is a high tendencies for Christians to think that starting a social club, soccer team, being a youtuber, giving money, etc. are the new norms of something they call a legit Christian ministries.

The gets confusing when the fundamentalists attack them because the former would only recognize street evangelism, serving in the church and pastoral ministry as legit. In this case, they cannot agree to my first sentence. So I am not dealing with the fundamentalists here.

But this question must be asked, if we could just call anything a ministry, should we make a distinction between a Christian ministry and a sport club lead by a Christian?

If there is no distinction, then what is a social club that just happens to be run by a Christian if there is no witnessing of Christ? Is Christ still the Lord in the club?

Because Christians don't have to witness by talking Jesus every single seconds with anyone they meet, there is no need to forbid Christians for starting a club in the secular world. Therefore, since a club run by a Christians can be secular, despite having Christian values, which is not the Gospel, not all activities led by a Christian are Christian ministries.

In that case, we would need to distinguish between a Christian ministry and and a program led by a Christian.

So it is clear, that a Christian ministry must be a Gospel centered one, regardless of types of activities and the members who participate in it. Otherwise, it is just a social program founded by a Christian and it is perfectly fine that the program itself doesn't have to be Christian, despite having Christian leaders. But to call something Christian, it must be grounded in the Gospel. The sports, the friendship, the fun, though should be genuine, can be means to the Gospel but the Gospel must be the central motto of the ministry, otherwise, as the old saying goes, "what you win them with is what you win them to", which always applies, will especially be very pronounced here. Even friendship could be what you win them to instead of the Gospel and that makes it sad to be called a "Christian" ministry should this be taken in nonchalant.

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Journal of the Week

11/22/2025 Saturday

After the Men's fellowship, I told pastor Chris that we will be attending Crossroads PCA church from now on. I explained that Nadia's not being fed at GCC and that pastor Daniel Liu's sermons on Galatians are better, similar to Tim Keller's preaching method. Pastor Chris said that he hoped we would be fed there and that he also hoped that we would come back. I did a back and forth with the pastor on the topic of Parenting in the Pews. Looks like he's more or less with Barry Schutter on it, and he believes it was so since the beginning. I told him that that's Baptist's pseudohistory, the real history is more complicated than that. Of course, my chief criticism of GCC would be that they don't care about ministering to the kids. Anti-intellectualism is only secondary. And for Nadia, the ministering of the Word is my primary goal, not attending worship service and certainly not mindlessly worshipping pastors and churches. And this she decided all on her own, and I merely concurred, despite having defending GCC and the pastor before, sometimes even causing her to fight with me. Nadia even blogged about it.

Nadia and I talked a lot about the church. I gave her a couple of Youtube clips that resonate so much of what we feel about GCC:

On injection of self-righteousness in sermons:

11/18/2025 Tuesday

When asked on Millington Baptist Church Behind the Pulpit, of condition of sin before and after the Fall, Pastor Dave gave the four-fold state of Augustinian human free will, which I think folks at GCC are behind MBC, so to speak.

Also, on Baptism, interestingly, Pastor Dave critiqued the Reformed on Baptism for separating out baptism from salvation; While the Baptists and the Catholics share common ground on baptism by tying it directly together with the person being saved (Though Dave recognized Baptists and Catholics tie it differently, but tied/connected to salvation nonetheless).

Answer: Yes, we do not tie baptism to actual salvation of a person (babies for Rome by infallible divine power; adult for Baptists by fallible confession), as it's not the right reading of the Bible. But as a seal of the grace of God which is for salvation. The seal is not an assurance, it is a testimony that grace of God is prior to human confession. But since this topic is on the Nicene Creed, "...one baptism for the forgiveness of sins", so we call it the sign of forgiveness for sins. A testimony from God of His grace. Not our own way of telling who is saved or not saved. This understanding is more consistent & faithful to the creed.

11/17/2025 Monday

Basics of TCP.

Received Meyer Lemon Tree plant from Temu today, it was just a simple branch wrapped in Glad food plastic wrap with this instruction. I just realized step 4 got cut off in the picture and am too lazy to rescan it, I'll just write it below:

#4. Grow your roses or fruit sapling indoors in a planter or pot, Water sufficiently and place in a cool, shady spot.

Interesting NBC comparison chart on priorities between male and female voters for Trump vs. Harris:

In general, men prioritize having children and getting married while women prioritize career and independence. This is among age group 18-29.

Allie was right, Kelsea Ballerini certainly gets it in her honest song: I Sit in Parks. "Did I miss the mark...we are same age but different Saturdays..." as she watches family with kids in the park.

Came across the above chart thanks to Allie Beth Stuckey on current feminism trend, who also mentioned Islamic EPIC City plan now being called the Meadow in Texas, and Christians singers (Allie prefers Christian song and country over rap, calling it degenerate) gaining popularity today that I would probably need to be curious about: Forrest Frank, Brandon Lake (sang at Charlie Kirk's memorial), Josiah Queen.

Josiah Queen's "Dusty Bibles", Allie's like, the title, not the music, reminded me about Stephen Tong's 若你曾愛過耶穌你主, about a once upon a time love for God (reading Bible):

Allie called Rap music degenerate. She went too far there. So I made a SUNO, first time, rap music using Psalm 1. It turns out SUNO is really fun. I subscribed it. I am looking forward to publish this "Way of Righteousness" (Psalm 1) on Youtube someday.

11/16/2025 Sunday

When we ask someone, "what do you love about it?" And the smarty pants response: "All of it", the follow up American question would be "What specifically?" SNL has gotten it!

Arpeggios training:

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Aquascaping - Freshwater

Fine examples, notice not all use lily pipes or canister filters:

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The Importance of Distinguishing Christian/non-Christian foundations

It seems that many Christians today fail at this: They speak of non-Christian literature as if they expect Christian value out of it and become disappointed if that is not the case. They then speak of Christian literature as if they should justify non-Christian value out of it and become offended if it is criticized.

Beware of what is right (not what is wrong) from sources that are not of Christian foundation; Beware of what is wrong (not what is right) from sources that are of Christian foundation.

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Chinese Vocabulary: 欲說還休,策略、战略和战术

「欲說還休」的意思是想說卻又猶豫不決,想說又說不出口的樣子. Not quite accurate, but the best English idiom I can relate this to for now is "to beat around the bush".

順便題外話:(GoogleAI)

策略、战略和战术是层级不同的行动概念,战略是长远的、全局性的行动计划方向,策略是实现战略目标的具体方法或方案,而战术是执行策略的更具体、阶段性的行动步骤。简单来说,战略决定了“做什么”,策略决定了“怎么做”,战术则是具体的“执行动作”。

战略 (Strategy)

  • 定义:为实现重大长期目标而制定的全局性、方向性的行动计划。
  • 特点:长远、宏观、决定方向和取舍(做什么、不做什么)。
  • 例子:一家企业决定在未来五年内成为市场的领导者,并为此制定了扩张计划,这便是战略。 

策略 (Scheme/Tactic)

  • 定义:为了达到战略目标而制定的具体方案或一系列方法。
  • 特点:服务于战略、具有阶段性,但比战术更偏向于一种综合的“方法”。
  • 例子:为了实现“成为市场领导者”的战略,企业可以制定“建立品牌认知度”或“拓展新产品线”等策略。 

战术 (Tactic)

  • 定义:执行策略的、具体的、阶段性的行动步骤。
  • 特点:微观、具体、灵活,是实现策略的“具体手段”。
  • 例子:执行“建立品牌认知度”的策略时,具体的战术可能包括在社交媒体上发布广告、与网红合作、举办线下活动等。 

总结关系

  • 战略决定了方向和目标,是为什么做
  • 策略是达成战略目标的方法和方案,是如何做
  • 战术是执行策略的最小单元和具体行动。
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How Ancient Chinese Mark Time

日晷,水鈡,火鈡,香鈡

Early Han dynasty: 十二时辰 (a day broken into every 2 hours):

夜半 (midnight) = 23:00PM - 1AM
鷄鳴 (rooster crows) = 1AM - 3AM
平旦 (daybreak) = 3AM - 5AM
日出 (Sunrise) = 5AM - 7AM
食時 (breakfast) = 7AM - 9AM
隅中 (approaching noon) = 9AM - 11AM
日中 (midday) = 11AM - 13PM
日昳 (Sun descending) = 13PM - 15PM
哺時 (dinner, yes only 2 meals a day) = 15PM - 17PM
日入 (Sunset) = 17PM - 19PM
黃昏 (Dusk) = 19PM - 21PM
人定 (bedtime) = 21PM - 23PM

Respectively, use of 12 地支 came later in Eastern Han dynasty to replace the 12 時辰:
(=11)、丑 (=12)、、卯、、巳、、未、、酉、、亥
Zi3, Chou3, Yin1, Mao3, Chen2, Si4, Wu3, Wei4, Shen1, You3, Xu1, Hai4

which also corresponds to:

生肖: 鼠 (=11)、牛、虎、兔、龙、蛇、马、羊、猴、鸡、狗、猪

and also body parts:

Then later in Tang dynasty, to make the 時辰 halves (= 1 hour = 小時), the first half is called 初, second half is called 正. With smaller unit (15 minutes) called 刻.

Examples: 00:30AM = 子六刻 (first 時辰 plus 6x 15 mins) or 子正二刻

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Journal of the Week

11/15/2025 Saturday

Thanks to The Pour Over, I learned of this interest case that a U.S. presidential pardon was rejected: The U.S. States vs. George Wilson (1833). Wilson robbed the U.S. mail, and was sentenced to death by hanging. President Andrew Jackson pardoned him thinking the sentence absurd. But Wilson rejected the pardon and was thus hanged. Whether Wilson actually accepted the pardon, or pleaded not guilty, history is a little unclear about that according to Wikipedia. Nevertheless, it is still interesting as to why a person would reject forgiveness/pardon, other than the fact that he thinks himself not guilty. This principle can also tie into Christian martyrdom.

11/14/2025 Friday

中藥:四氣五味 (四氣 = 寒熱溫涼。酸、苦、甘、辛、咸五种味感)薑半夏止咳:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2DNM3XLdAls

11/13/2025 Thursday

Jamu juice - Indonesian traditional drink, a combination. Jambi "magic formula" in Javanese, for some reason the guy in the video below translated Jambi to "prayer". Seems that turmeric is modern ingredient in Jamu. But basic ingredients should be: Ginger, lemons, lemon grass 香茅.

Interesting discussion I had with Nadia about "gifting the pastor a book." There's an idea that most pastors don't accept books by members because of certain pride and sometimes a pride rightly placed: "Do you think I know less than you?" Nadia rephrased that as "Do you think you know more than I?" and I called it a logical fallacy in equivalence. I didn't explain it well to her of the fallacy. Now I know where I failed. This is not about equality (I may know as much as you, neither more nor less), but about the idea that "knowing less than" is always a lack of; while "knowing more than" is not necessarily implying a lack of in a person but could also simply suggest that someone knows more but there's no need for the lesser to feel a need to recover a lack of because it is simply a surplus.

11/11/2025 Tuesday

Gutter cleaning done today around 1:30pm, from the same guy, Phil. Amazingly, same price: $150. I gave $30 tips and two Gatore bottles for him and his assistant (older than last one). Interestingly, this was about the same date as last one in 2022 as well. It's 40F and windy feels like 30F. Wind speed around W 23mph.

11/10/2025 Monday

鳳凰衛視 introducing Malaysian Chinese Culture: Chinese medicine practice (梁氏針法太空中醫中心Neoh acupuncture TCM space centre(herb)), Nyonya restaurant, 燕窩, 賓花女子獨立中學, 姓陳橋. I'm excited to see Penang mentioned. (華人下南洋). I have been very curious about 姓陳橋 area but never got a chance to visit, this is the first introduction of it to me, I should go there next time I am in Penang (tagging this post with "project"):

11/09/2025 Sunday

It was brought up to my attention by the pastor in Sunday School on Martin Luther, that Pope Leo XIV recently declared the rejection of the title Co-Redemptrix for Mary. Then I had the opportunity to comment on David Tong's Facebook post pertaining to the same issue. Interesting that protestants generally see this as a correction course taken by Rome, while Rome would just see it as mere clarification on something they had never erred before.

Comments on the FB:
Me: American gut, but I think Rome would say something like this is only clarification, not correction.

David Tong
Timothy Law they drop (or consider) the tile of "co-redemptrix" as inappropriate. Sounds to me more than a correction rather than a clarification. https://www.vaticannews.va/en/vatican-city/news/2025-11/doctrinal-note-mother-of-the-faithful-not-co-redemptrix.html

Me: By clarification I meant that Rome never officially declared Mary Co-redemptrix. So there was no need to "drop" such title, as it was never "picked up" before, from Rome's perspective of course. The article brought up their historic usage of it as merely causing confusion by solecism (theotokos & redemptive suffering), even in Pope John Paul II's case (not magisterial nor rightly defined), and now it's clarified. The only correction would be against some fringe marian groups/influencers who still no doubt insist on the term (from the already rejected 5th marian dogma).

In fact, Rome never really admitted to virtually anything done wrong officially, they are good at reinterpretation of what they twisted before, ie. indulgences (they, allegedly, like Martin Luther, never supported Johann Tetzel's indulgence sales either), etc. But at least this is still better than Orthodox's coward passivity towards cataphasis, as you have said, "better late than never."

Nevertheless, this still doesn't excuse Rome for trying to do more to the definition of Theotokos. They would never drop Mary's divine/spiritual motherhood to all His people.

Later after the service, we have refreshment downstairs where I spoke with Phil about he once mentioned that he listened to Michael Horton's White Horse Inn. He brought up Horton's disdain against certain spiritual gospel song, i.e. "In the Garden" by Charles Austin Miles (Methodist Episcopal) pharmacist. Unlike Phil, after looking this up on, I do agree with Horton. Not something I don't already know, that the modern music is generally self centered than God centered, but I had not listened nor paid attention enough to popular songs I could recognize such as In the Garden (i.e. and he walks with me and he talks with me...), to know how gnostic these could have been:

...Today, the vast majority of entries in the Maranatha, Vineyard, and related praise songbooks are not only burdened with this self-centered and Gnostic tendency, but often contain outright heresy–probably not intentionally, but as a result of sloppy theology. In our day, sloppy theology usually means some form of Gnosticism...

...The God and the Christ outside of us (the Reformation emphasis) is replaced with God and the Christ within the individual's heart (the medieval and Gnostic emphasis). "Open Your Heart To Jesus" is representative of this sort of hymn...

This theme of the "namelessness" of God is replete in Gnostic as well as mystical literature: God cannot be described, or, if he can at all, it is by negation-that is, by saying what he is not...Many of the Gaither songs, in fact, are deeply Romantic in their orientation...Jesus seems to be conceived of exclusively as a friend and as someone who lives inside of us...

甘松香 (smells like deer musk 麝香风味 to men, but stink of sewer 臭水沟的味道 to women), one of the many ingredient spices in 麻辣火锅:

https://youtu.be/Yo2idAERCQU?si=PMvrbpWQlQQ_tiMr&t=179

The right kind of prayer for China's Christian persecution: On the recent persecution of underground churches in China:

Stephen Tong's prayer contrasts that of the Ameristians and the West. Criticizing those who are complacent in Free Euro/America, weak in faith, wavering conviction, uninspiring examples, such is the opportunity for the Chinese persecuted Christians to shine for God. Those who persecute Christians are not the righteousness they intend to display, but gansters. Rev 6:9:11

Arpeggio warmup:

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