Strange Dream of Playing Music at Church

I woke up after a strange dream this morning.

I can't really recognize the hall. Was playing violin with another (can't remember who...but seems someone familiar). There were Jesse (Can't remember if he's the conductor, Priam-of my current church, and maybe there's the conductor-perhaps Lyna-I Can't remember so well now, if not Jesse...whom I seem to recall was standing on my left, the other violinist was on my right). We were both playing in front, without stand and score due to late arrival in a rush. So I had to play from memory. Can't remember which church hymn we were playing...but I'm sure I know that hymn...I could still remember playing lower B, G notes...

Priam stood up, saying the timing were all wrong. I didn't realize that until then. But now that I'm awake, I still don't think if anything was wrong. Jesse was rather mad after the performance. Can't remember what he said...just remember I was pretty embarrassed.

Dreams are so easily forgotten...Perhaps I should have record this earlier, right after my dream.

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Big Family, More to Struggle...Not in America

Just when I was thinking about this before I woke up this morning, comparing the multi sibling lives of some of my friends back home with Americans, I find this news.

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On Church Leadership

There are two kinds:

1. Who criticize evil and commend righteousness justly, yet directly.

2. Who loves to commend, encourage, say all positive things. Yet as a leader in dealing with evil, tends to speak behind the evil doer's back to "find supporters" under the cover of "not wanting to offend anyone".

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American Financial Situation

I'm no expert. But the way I see it, the Americans have been cunningly playing the grey area of justice on monetary manipulation with foreign countries with both economic and military powers, that now they have a taste of their own medicine of sugar coated plans as if there are no catches in their own country.

Now many and I personally know at least two, who are receiving unemployment benefits in some scary amount. It would be obvious, that everyone would love to get a hold on this benefit...after all, it's legal. Scary, very scary.

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How Bad is Europe Now?

At first I thought this news is from some middle eastern countries, but judging from the title "Daily Telegraph" and the bottom passage, one can only assume it's from UK. Very poor news reporting...not the first time by ChristianToday.

The Christianity in UK is that bad now? Someone converting to Christian is that offensive in society? Hmm...When will this happen to America? It seems that the Americans are not too far from similar situation.

This is due to lack of people truly seeking God, doing God's will, spreading the Gospel by diligently studying the knowledge and grace of God's first, bravely be the salt and light of the world--FOR GOD, hypocritically concluding by not doing all the above they are doing the right thing, they are nice enough and following the heresy of "not judging".

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On Marrying Christians

Yes, some have set the rule of marrying only Christians. Nay, I shall say, if I were to marry, I would marry only the one who fears and loves God.

Anyone can say they are Christians.

But as for Americans, I would rather marry a whore than surrounding myself with idiots.

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Relax

Finally, after working as a nocturnal creature especially for a client on moving the technology to a bigger space, I am beat. Now I have time to do translation for one of Dr. Stephen Tong's lecture at http://stephentongsermons.blogspot.com/.

Just got back from Oratorio rehearsal for Bach's B Minor. The Tenor group session was particularly sobering this time. I remembered most of the tunes of Cum Sancto Spiritu and I believe I could even sing the right pitch for a while after the rehearsal...until perhaps the noise of the subway messed it up. I'm sure listening to the CD will help bring back the clarity of those pitches again.

Now I go take shower...it's been three day already, hasn't it? Good thing it's winter, not much sweat.

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Sympathizer Creator

Lately, there have been many emails circulating with images of poverties and "fourth" world countries surviving situations calling for our sympathy in order to make us more charitable, more content. These emails have no source, no identity, no credit, playing as if an unsung "worker" is urging everyone to show charity to the world.

At first I was amused, for a few seconds. Then it gets old. Then I sensed there are more hypocrites than the love of Christ. Those who ask others to do charity and do nothing of these sorts themselves are hypocrites indeed.

But I'm judging as a Christian of course. For we Christians know, if we ask/adviced/encourage someone to do something, we must ourselves in no lacking of such tasks, we must not even find an excuse in a "different, much similiar but easier" tasks as replacement or we will be in violation of not casting out the beam out of our own eye before we cast out the mote out of our brother's eye.

According to Christian Standard, having a content and charitable heart should be something of a MUST, as a least human being. It is unbiblical for these characteristics to be taught by pitying on others. It is better for these sympathizer creators to do the charitable works as an example.

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Tai Qi in Computing

Converting PC heat to processing power.

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On Chinese Christians Hope

Following an article forwarded by a friend, I do have high hope for China. However, I sometimes worry and pray for God’s mercy due to the advancement of some Christian cults as well as pentacostals/charismatics teachings.

I also worry for America a little bit. If China could embrace Christianity without relying on the resources from the West more than needed for mere references, then judging from the way the world is turning right now, I believe the glory of America will be dimmed significantly as Europe if not worse, and there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth from American Christians.

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