Thoughts

Was the cop crazy or caring - could be trying to protect us from some kind of tornado as we come back from the Delaware Water Gap missing the supposedly fun fall foliage hike due to rain. On I-80 coming near the Interstate 80 East Scenic Lookout. The cop swerve left and right slowing us down at one point, maybe there's some animal crossing?

One thing about Stephen Tong is that he is able to JUSTLY discern and attack on the answers to his questions. Something many, including his own son, is not capable of.

Now I have to delve into Revelation, James (with Tong's video series), and John's Gospel (with Tong's both Chinese and Indonesian series), and actually Hebrews too. For that's what our church at Grace PCA is doing now. We're done with James, but I'm only at chapter 2 with Tong's series. I need to draw a better picture on Revelation for my own sake. I have enough great resources to do all these. I also really hope for an opportunity to talk to certain church folks, but had not gotten the chance, either that, or I lack courage.

Lots of ecclesiastical events led me to reflect upon the past. Yes, I would still make Chinese churches my priority place of worship. Unless, that these churches have failed miserably in the tenets of the Gospel, which is very much the case in the United States. The chief reason I believe, is they are immigrants and therefore they make America their heaven, their ultimate paradise, which they have achieved. Everything else is superficial: The talk of God's Kingdom, the end times, holiness, righteousness, the Gospel, they are only for the academics or those who want to be "monks"...oops, excuse me, I meant those who want to be preachers. And if someone loves God's word more than others, their solution is - send him to seminary and become pastor. Can a regular Christian not love the Lord and grows in theology without being bothered to go become a pastor? especially when he's not called? 谁说对上帝有追求的一定要上神学?相反的,谁说念神学的一定要去当传道牧师?The foolishness of these really renders me speechless at times. My only conclusion - Materialism. Selfishness. And Christianity (not Jesus) is their mask to cover these.

Thus, my first of such was in Stony Brook, lots of drama, CCF's like childish social club with a religion title, the main pastor did try, but cabut in the end when the trouble hits home (having to lose the house to the Ex).

Then I briefly looked at some charismatic oriented ones: i.e. Flushing's Faith Bible Church. They love to preach the Gospel, I'll give them that, the only condition I allow myself to join any prayer meetings. But with Charismatics and the songs they sing, one easily falls into materialism, no surprise there, but I supposed this is a necessary but negative tool of God which I would be wise to keep a certain distance from.

Then it was CCCNY, seemed reformed, but actually not, because it's not even Gospel centered. When the pastor justified white lies, I had put on my guard. During Stephen Tong's Rally, I've realized that the pastor doesn't really care about the Gospel, but only to show "support" for a famous ministry. When she tried to promote Alex over Michael for Tong, out of knowing Alex longer than Michael, she failed miserably when Alex left the preaching ministry to live in ivory tower and her jealous against Michael grew as he advanced to becoming a preacher. She had to kick him out, probably because she was trying to promote me over Michael in the church or in whatever, among other childish reasons, I told her that the year after my wedding with Nadia at the church, we'll leave this church for good. Instead of asking why or show any care, the word seemed to spread in the church that we left because Nadia didn't understand the language in the church, even though she did attend it for 4 years. For not TRULY loving (the Gospel), making false accusation, justifying white lies, though none of which were done directly against me, would I ever want to pick up the pastor's torch? No, I would spit on it first, then I would clarify and confirm I wasn't even called for this. And even if I was called to such ministry, there is nothing they can do to stop me (much less to promote me), for they would only face the might of God against their feeble attempt.

Then There was the Chinese American Bible church in Monmouth. Charismatic oriented, but I noticed at least one who led the fellowship was really enthusiastic about the Word. Because of the type of prom-night-with-Jesus music and Self-Help topic type of sermons, I put this church as a backup church when we stumbled upon Bridgewater's PCA Grace Community Church.

I did visit Rutger's famous and biggest Chinese church, RCCC. Sermon was not biblical, not impressed. If they have small groups or other leaders who are sola scriptura, I will find them at later times. I'm done looking for now.

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Thoughts

Issues with Koonlung K1S car dual dash cam (not recording sometimes), made me think the 128GB micro SD card is expiring. Made me look into getting the memory card (apparently max is 64GB class 6+ according to manual) and battery (the K1S uses a standard gopro battery used in the HERO 1 or 2 with the model number AHDBT-001 or AHDBT-002):

A couple of clips from dad, on Erhu 二胡. Played by 高韶青, 《戰馬奔騰》Enjoying Strings of East and West.

And a short documentary of Cicada : Apparently it takes them 17 years to grow out of the ground to full adult, but this seems to be a special species of Cicada.

Water consumption requirement: many things contain water, depending on your need - based on your urine color - aim for pale straw yellow. Per Doctor Mike:

A good intro to Rhode Island by couple of Taiwanese:

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ShareX Zoom Recording

I realized that to get Zoom Meeting recording to work with ShareX, I need to switch from Headphones (Crusher Wireless Stereo) to Headset (Crusher Wireless Hands-Free AG Audio), or else audio will not be recorded. Despite having audio set in ShareX > Task settings > Capture > Screen Recorder > Screen recording options... > audio source: virtual-audio-capturer.

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Aquarium Update: Frag Farm in Staten Island

After much learning from my marine tank, I've tried to take it slow. Started water changes, to even 50%+ a week. After about 5 weeks or so, I think I got the NO3 down from 50+ to <20.

Also after placing the first group of frags I got closer to the Fluval light (before my AI Prime 16HD came), the zoas began to resurrect and bloom again!!! So I glue one to the lower rocks when the Prime light came. Build a rack myself to hold the light, can't trust the tank glass to hold it.

This Wednesday (10/20), finally went to visit the Staten Island local fish store, Frag Farm. Small, but cheap, just as google reviews said it. The only catch is that $16 toll Willy has to pay every time I drive over the Outerbridge Crossing.

Got some frags. 2 horseshoe crabs, and a Threadfin butterflyfish. After coming home and research, I found that this fish maybe tough to care, as it has picky diet.

The horseshoes went in the sands I think, couldn't find them anymore within a few minutes.

Here are the frags I got $120 for 8 beginner's frags, I think he added a 9th:

  1. Green ricordea mushroom
  2. Green Star Polyps Ultra (GSP), supposed to be able to grow on the glass very easily
  3. Blue Hairy Mushroom
  4. Candy Cane
  5. Green Kenya Tree
  6. War Coral
  7. Fire and Ice
  8. Favia Brain coral
  9. Green Palythoa
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Thoughts

On Last week's Thursday Bible Study, on discussion of difficult passage, the pastor brought up Matthew 7's "Judge not". His point was, in what I believe to be an error, that here Jesus is distinguishing God's JUDGMENT and our "discernment". Thus, we do not judge as God judges. We merely discerns. Why I think this to be a grave error, not to mention influenced by fundamentalists' hermeneutics, is that first of all, a judgment is the result of discernment. Therefore, he felt a bit challenged when I asked about "presidential elections", is that not judgment involved. His response was "of course we could never escape judging"....What I would have said, if I could have such authority, is that "It is GOOD to Judge!!!", "it is the blessed gift from God to us when He made us in His image!", "It is what differentiates us from animals!", "It is not something to ESCAPE from!" But I think enough point was made. I'm not sure if this interpretation of "discernment" vs. "judgment" is popular in American Christianity/fundamentalists. But even any secular logic will show that it is not only a bad interpretation of the verse, but making such distinction is futile. Perhaps they really can't accept judging contestants in various activities...that it is not biblical or something. But that's me judging. I maybe wrong, I maybe right. So I just have to patiently watch and learn, although one thing for sure is not to be, that is such interpretation. Secondly, I already have plenty of entries on this, even a few of Pak Tong's Sunday sermon series on Matthew 7. Also, James 2:13 is also a good reference point to reflect upon.

This week's Bible Study, learned that the pastor is Young Earth creationist. Although, when he tried to answer my question, which wasn't about what are Young/Old Earth creationists, he gave pretty neutral credits to both sides, until I insisted he reveal his stand when he asked if he answered my question. I would have not bothered if he hadn't asked me if that answered my question, and let the mystery of his position go on. He mentioned aliens a few times, calling some demonic, brought up StarTrek original pilot episode once in his sermon, I am beginning to think that he's a trek fan or something. Young Earthers are usually under fundamentalist influence. But it also appears that he's coming away from that group. So I can only pray. Not even sure if his version of Young Earth is a 6000 year old universe or not.

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Human Calculator - Scott Flansburg

Proposing a new calendar. I haven't gotten a chance to check it out but he seems legit with his math skills.

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Vocab: Loquacious

Kathy’s Word of the Week

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loquacious

Pronunciation:
lohkwey-shuhs

Definition:
talkative

As used in a sentence:
Never loquacious, she was now totally lost for words.

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E-Sword: Best Version

So far it is around 10.2.1. Don't even try to upgrade it as Chinese characters will fail in parallel view and the author Rick Meyers, though as generous as he is talented, didn't seem that interested to deal with the fix when I reached out to him years ago. I tried to take a crack at the codes myself, but it's better just to stick with the older version, good thing I saved a copy of the old installer. And I'm not missing out on anything new with this old one.

I need the parallel view with Chinese to not only improve my Chinese but for hermeneutic reasons as well.

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Thoughts

Another new quote I have, after much reflection of churches I've been, particularly the Chinese ones:
The love of showing we are caring, love God's words/works, is not the same as loving to care, and love God's words/works.

Came across one of Alex's FB posting:

Though I would agree with Alex against WLC's historical Adam argument, I wouldn't go as far as to look down on someone much less a fellow Christian scholar. Secondly, we shouldn't follow the academia restriction of "one should only stick to one's own field of professional expertise". Such hypocritical statement from Alex is not surprising, who sometimes try to prove his expertise in fields outside of his "expertise" by secret googlings.

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Vocab: Tenacious

Kathy’s Word of the Week

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tenacious

Pronunciation:
tuhney-shuhs

Definition:
persistent

As used in a sentence:
Because Eva was tenacious, she rose each time she fell.

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