Journal of the Week

10/4/2025 Saturday Visited Dennis' place. Learned of his son's cerebral palsy condition. Update 12/2/2025 At some point, I should read Sandra Peoples' book Accessible Church (mentioned by Millington Baptist Church Podcast Behind the Pulpit S4E13). She has a program called "Start a Disability Ministry". A ministry/podcast that seems to dedicate to church and disabilities is called Key Ministry.

10/3/2025 Friday

Democrats vs. Republicans on Museums:

This survey pitted Republican (right wing/conservative) view against Democrat (left wing/liberal) view on feeling welcome by organizations, particularly cultural ones such as museums. The left generally are seen as too sensitive, so this graph is not too far from the truth. With Children's Museum & Science center being neutral, the right seems to always feel welcome no matter what, I would say even if they were being challenged by leftist ideas of the museums, with Art Museum being the obvious case. One can understand that the left often would view the content historical art being too outdated with current progressive culture; while the right (except for the far right perhaps, but the far right wouldn't even appreciate museums to begin with, as they're too low IQ for that) do not take it personal or find offense with modern progressive art piece.

What I think a fair take on Taylor Swift by Christians, right after the release of her new album: The Life of a Showgirl. The last line by Esau is funny as well. I probably still won't get hooked to TS' music, but I learn more about TS' music from Swifty Fan Lindsey Goetz here than listening to TS music:

10/2/2025 Thursday

I just realized that the Prologue by Alan Menken from the Beauty and the Beast was inspired by Camille Saint-Saens' Aquarium, in The Carnival of Animals:

10/1/2025 Wednesday

The math behind Kevin Bacon's famous Six Degrees of Separation, investigated by Veritasium on Network Science. For how someone gets hired through unexpected friends/connections: Strength of Weak Ties mentioned ("The Strength of Weak Ties" is a foundational concept in sociology, introduced by Mark Granovetter in 1973 arguing that weak ties—casual acquaintances or distant connections—are more effective than strong ties (close friends, family) at providing access to novel information, opportunities, and diverse perspectives. This is because strong ties often exist within homogenous "cliques" of people with similar backgrounds and information, while weak ties bridge different social circles, offering access to new resources and ideas critical for innovation and career advancement ~google AI):

Painting of the day: Christ Calling the Apostles James and John, 1869
Painting by Edward A. Armitage (1817-1896),
Painted in 1869,
Oil on canvas
© Sheffield Galleries and Museums Trust, UK

Fr. Patrick van der Vorst: Luke 9:57-62 Jesus said to him, ‘Leave the dead to bury their own dead' - "it is fair to assume that his father is still alive" [I've never heard this interpretation before and don't plan on buying it] but it's an interesting take on the urgency of His calling. Do not postpone, do not be sluggish.

"In our painting by Victorian artist Edward A. Armitage , we see Jesus standing on a rocky shoreline bathed in soft light, addressing James and John who are in their boat. The landscape reflects the great adventure that is awaiting them. Edward Armitage was a noted Victorian painter trained in Paris under Paul Delaroche. Rooted in the tradition of Academic realism, Armitage specialised in historical, classical, and biblical subjects. His is a master at depicting —dramatic narrative moments with great technical detail.

You will see that the font of the boat carries a 4 letter inscription. I haven't been able to work out what it stands for... Feel free to leave comments on our webpage below today's reading to share your thoughts or... if you know the answer."

Scientists make embryos from human skin DNA for first time. The fundamentalists are going wild with this, I'm sure: Human egg is still needed, just replaced its nucleus with that of a skin cell (perhaps appealing to same-sex couples, infertility due to old age, etc.) but the idea that the egg is emptied is just something else:

9/26/2025 Monday

If it's not gun violence but evil in the criminal's heart that is the problem, then America is more evil than China, etc. with so many school shooting cases:

Most of the MAGA ideology is more pagan than the Christianity it is attempting to pretend.

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Excel: Return row number if value of a cell in a column matches a cell in another column and another condition is matched in yet another column

I needed to do this at work (SPG), and google's AI worked marvelously, as easy as it maybe for advanced Excel Formula experts which I am not.

Ingenious solution by Google:

In Excel, you can return a row number based on multiple criteria using a combination of the INDEX and MATCH functions. For users with newer versions of Excel (Microsoft 365, 2021), the FILTER function is a more straightforward alternative. 

Example scenario

Imagine you have a table with sales data that includes ProductRegion, and Sales. Your goal is to find the row number for the entry where the Product is "Mug" and the Region is "West".

ABC
1ProductRegionSales
2T-ShirtEast$150
3MugWest$200
4T-ShirtWest$120
5MugEast$180

Formula:
=MATCH(1, (A2:A5="Mug")*(B2:B5="West"), 0)

How it works:

  • (A2:A5="Mug") creates an array of TRUE or FALSE values. In our example, it becomes {FALSE;TRUE;FALSE;FALSE}.
  • (B2:B5="West") does the same for the second condition, creating {FALSE;TRUE;TRUE;FALSE}.
  • The multiplication operator * acts as an AND operator. Excel treats TRUE as 1 and FALSE as 0, so the formula multiplies the two arrays element by element. Only the row where both conditions are TRUE will result in a 1. The resulting array is {0;1;0;0}.
  • MATCH(1, {0;1;0;0}, 0) then searches for the value 1 in this new array and returns its relative position. In this case, it's the second position. 
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Journal of the Week

9/27/2025 Saturday

Replace PostgreSQL with Git for database. Interesting idea.

9/26/2025 Friday

After meeting with Rob at Panera Bread in Bridgewater today for lunch, as it matters the state of the church and Nadia and my view of it vs. Crossroad PCA church. I emailed the elder this:

Thanks again for the talk and the lunch!

I was listening to this podcast driving back and I was amazed how it matches what I was trying to communicate. The message of the entire episode is exactly what I was saying our church is lacking/weak at: the complacency of just attending church as a checklist in Christian living). To sum it up, I love this (perhaps controversial to some) quote of this pastor Todd Wagner (I don't know him) that was being interviewed in the video:

"There's fewer people doing great works for God that aren't saved than there are people who think they're saved because of what they believe who do nothing more than attend churches."

I can predict already that the common response (controversial take) to this quote would be: "Well, nobody knows who's saved or who's not, only God knows", but if that's how someone responds, I would say, that that someone is likely not listening it well.

I customed the link below to go to the second where he spoke of this quote:

But feel free to watch the entirety of the 1 hour long episode, it's so good. Allie Beth Stuckey's podcasts are 50% mediocre to me, but this one is like the top 10 for me.

I am saving this Podcast episode. It's golden.

If Rob replies back, I will add this to my email response: You asked me to define "anti-intellectual", due to the evolution of the Christian anti-intellectuals/fundamentalists over the years (especially since the 1930s: lookup The Fundamentalist–modernist controversy, from which ironically the fundamentalists took the win to be the more biblical ones), this is how I define it for these folks today: It applies to those who are bad at science, but in denial of it due to pride and jealousy, thus they mask their incompetence of the rationality with spiritual things (i.e. "I don't use science to understanding these, I use the Bible, I use faith, because I rely on God. And if you think you can reason it better than I can, you are NOT using faith, you are not biblical, you are not relying on God").

Came across this, thought it's worth a save since it's from the main Charlie Kirk's official Youtube Channel: The 2 Billion View Video: Charlie Kirk's Most Viewed Clips of 2024

This is explained well: The Battle of Shanghai = 淞滬會戰. Where ROC (led by Chiang Kai-Shek 蔣介石, a Christian) had to fend off not only Japan, but also the rising communist party as well as internal rivalries. Without help the expected from foreign nations, despite Shanghai being known as the Paris of the East. Japan was winning due not to man count, but superior war technology in greater number as well, until being stopped by 1945. It is no wonder ROC would lose to the communist party after that. I'm saving this video.

9/24/2025 Wednesday

The right hate evil, thus assigning evil to the left in order to give themselves permission to hate the left; The left hate hate, thus assigning hate to the right in order to give themselves permission to hate the right. ~Phil Vischer (VeggieTales creator) of the Holy Post Media.

9/23/2025 Tuesday

The Business founder seen as Prophet & Priest. Interesting article that clearly shows the writer, Jeff Huber, has enough Christian knowledge to write this. Prophet = who sees what others don't. Priest = sacrifice their time and energy for the future success. Babel = thousand languages = so many startups today that confuses people, and probably without a true goal. He said more in his article about temple, kairos and chronos, and such.

China's solar power project as a nation is remarkable according to this chart:

The U.S. is awkwardly behind on this. Perplexity AI gave these reasons: China's solar power project is far ahead of the U.S. due to several major factors, including policy, scale, cost, industrial strategy, and state investment. U.S. political policy shifts and fossil fuels reliance pulled themselves back.

This Tiktok deal is interesting. I think it's stupid to "Americanize" tiktok, not to mention licensing it from China. Tiktok is a global thing. You cannot contain it. You can only compete against it. But it would be fun to watch, because this concerns "intellectual property", which is why the U.S. considers licensing it from China, which probably would not care about IP, which to me is a made up moral code by the West. Would Americans use the American Tiktok? China could easily create a new direction for the American population, circumventing the need for American Tiktok.

A ticket at my SPG work that requested for a deleted Youtube Video. So I came across these solutions that suggested two great sites dealing with deleted videos/pages online:

By google AI "how to find any information on deleted youtube video": https://web.archive.org": If you have the url of the deleted site (i.e. Youtube video), this site not only records when Wayback Machine crawled the site with a nice calendar of it, it also archived the video/page itself that you can play it!!! I wonder how long these archives would stay up.

By reddit: https://www.recovermy.video: A free account that tracks Youtube playlists, etc. such that it remembers for you the video info when the video on the playlist is deleted.

9/22/2025 Monday

Toxic Empathy: Nobody's allowed to criticize or say negatively of the other. Only say nice things, silencing anyone who disagrees, which is not loving, not empathic:

TYT (The Young Turks) shows Charlie Kirk's only time to go against Israel. And probably the only time he did so, before becoming more pro-Israel:

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Paedocommunion

David Tong posted this on facebook:
Paedobaptism, Yes
Credocommunion, Yes
Credobaptism, No
Paedocommunion, No.

I obviously would agree with the first three. But I haven't dealt deep enough with Paedocommunion, and thus it interests me. It may not be something popular among the Reformed. But google search gives me one name:


The Reformed theologian Wolfgang Musculus (d. 1563) is a primary example of a historical Reformed advocate for paedocommunion, which is the practice of allowing children to participate in the Lord's Supper. While many Reformed thinkers historically opposed it, Musculus based his support on a covenantal understanding of the church and the identity of children within the body of Christ, although he did not advocate for its reintroduction in his own time. More recently, scholars and theologians such as James B. Jordan, Peter Leithart, and Douglas Wilson are also noted as supporters of the practice. 

And this reddit discussion seems beneficial. I will post the raw data in the comment in case it gets removed.

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The True Bible Reading

Many don't listen to what they read in the Bible, they read only to memorize it. Therefore, they have to open a Bible to quote ALL THE TIME something they want to speak to others. They cannot digest the Word of God to become their own words, they cannot become effective witnesses.

The Bible also has great many golden phrases in various languages. These are also good to put them to heart in meditation as well as growth not just in literature or eloquence, but in enjoying God.

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Journal of the Week

9/19/2025 Friday

AI (Mantic) has the highest score in forecast predicting platform called Metaculus. So I signed up and joined the fun.

9/18/2025 Thursday

OpenAI beat programmers with perfect scores at the International Collegiate Programming Contest (ICPC) World Finals 2025: An OpenAI system has solved every problem at the world’s most prestigious collegiate programming championship, outperforming not only human competitors but also Google's Deepmind model. When I'm free I'll check out what are these 12 tasks.

App that detects chords. There are plenty nowadays with AI (i.e. Chord AI phone app - I love this on my Samsung Galaxy S25 Ultra, Chordify, etc.) But the first one I encountered was this youtube, which I thought I've entered in my journal before. I had to search for my comments (good thing Youtube provides a link to all my archived comments) on youtube for it. And in this case, the one I came across on youtube was Chordie by Matkat Music LLC:

9/16/2025 Tuesday

I can't believe Mr. You quoted Stephen Tong (well, maybe unknowingly):

真正的自由,不是你想做什麽就可以做什麽;而是你不想做什麽就可以不做什麽。

To the context of Mr. You's video: This applies to both sides obviously. To the right (my own addition), are things such as wearing masks; to the left, are things such as gender identity.

Mr. You has great points concerning his critics of Progressivism:
They are not for diversity 多元化, but quota controlled diversity 配額制多元化
They are not for equality of opportunity 機會平等, but for equality of the end 結果平等

09-14-2025 Sunday So when the pastor goes on vacation for the week, what did Nadia and I do? We took the opportunity to visit Crossroads Community Church (PCA) in Somerville. The preacher was Daniel Liu. So far so good. I told Nadia that though it seems topical, Liu's preaching was more expository; while the sermons of Pastor Chris of GCC, though expository-wannabe, are more topical in reality. And obviously, both Nadia and I noted coherence in Liu's preaching. The whole experience was like Redeemer PCA of NYC on her best day. The sermon was on the Power of the Gospel, Galatians 1:10-24. Nadia said that at least Daniel Liu gets out more (than Pastor Chris), referring to the reference to a lake Liu came across in his sermon. That's a minor note for me. I did however find myself looking up for the reference to Thomas Jefferson denial of miracles and Christ's divinity. I certainly appreciate that what seemingly to be Dan Liu's vision (though not stated directly), in his sermon, that while he recognized that not all should be preachers, but he hoped that ministers will come out of this congregation.

Overall, Crossroads certainly is many times ahead of our Grace church in most areas: Spiritual health, rationality, finance (2025 YTD budget $490,664 vs. GCC's $184,590, which is 2.6x of ours), sermons, music (though all modernized, still better than GCC's modern music), evangelism, ministries, etc. The only exception at this time, as I do not have enough time to ascertain the character of its church members and elders, I maintain my stand before that Pastor Chris' one pro, is that he held the Bible studies/Sunday Schools (an area most professional pastors would prefer to play safe and save their jobs, if not uninterested) himself and invite challenges/questions. This is a small advantage Chris has over most pastors/preachers, as his other areas (sermons, communication, etc.) would be mediocre if not weaker. People like Chris' sermons I think mainly because of the classic elocutionist oratory style speech. If so, any well trained theater actors can pull the same trick. However, I do believe there is some importance on how we proclaim the message in a pulpit, that is, the early pulpit orators tend to do better art than your typical casual TED talk style preaching today. But this is a minor art because the contents are to be weight first.

I remember Eleni once argued with me about music, that she thinks we would not like the music at Crossroads. I beg to differ now that I have seen it. I once told her that I wouldn't mind their music if they don't mind my broken English. "Quality is in the eye of the beholder" she said, without realizing that she just insulted the whole of the liberal arts department. Imagine if you tell your Literature professor, "your grading means nothing, for quality is relative/subjective". I told Nadia, the primary key to a good music in the church, is clarity.

People I've met at that church: We were greeted by Pastor Dan and elder David Mark before the service. The during greeting time (mid service) we greeted the couple (Steve & Karen) who were also sort of new (5th times or so, from a Grace Community Church in Piscataway, probably an independent church) behind us, and to my right was an "empty nester" as she considered herself, Joana, I think. After service, I was greeted by someone from India, Narendar, whose daughter is freshman at Rutgers and they all go to this church.

So, in order to know the pastor and the others better, I would like to check out their men's groups. Starting with their Pastor at the Pub on Tuesday 9/30, at 6:30pm. I would need a day off to do so. Nadia was not interested in their women's ministries, as they were doing bible study using Kathleen Nielson's material. I don't see an issue, unless one goes the Solo Scriptura route. But I leave it to her, as she is pitting GCC's Denise's Women's Bible Study against this.

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Vocabulary: 你識條鐵

This I asked in the comment of the video, but I never got an answer then until now, when I try searching with various keywords again, I found it myself, what 「你識條鐵」means:

Google: 「你識條鐵」是廣東俗語,意思是你什麼都不懂、不了解,或者一無所知。這句俗語與其他類似的說法如「識條毛」、「識條春」等意思相近,都用來表示某人對某事一無所知。

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How to Recycle in South Amboy

After converting all residents' recycling method with city-provided 95-gallon carts, South Amboy issued a sort of reminder as to what can be recycled and what cannot, with a picture of how the bin should be placed for pickup. Although, I've only seen they used the special pickup robotic truck (operated by only a single human staff) a couple of times, while the other times were actually picked up the conventional way (one driver & two garbage men), I wonder if they couldn't afford renting the special truck all the time or something:

As we prepare for the upcoming recycling pickup on Friday, September 12th, we encourage you to place your recycling cart out starting after 6pm this evening to ensure your recycling is out and ready to be serviced. 

Please note the following important guidelines:

  1. Only the new blue 95-gallon recycling carts will be serviced. Old recycling containers will not be accepted.
  2. All recyclable materials, including cardboard, must be placed inside the new cart. Items left outside the cart or on top of the cart will not be collected.
  3. Place the cart at the curb with the silver pick up bar facing the street and the wheels toward your home.
  4. Leave at least 4 feet of clearance on both sides of the cart.
     

Items You CAN Recycle:

  • Glass bottles and jars
  • Plastic containers (#1 and #2)
  • Aluminum, steel, and tin cans
  • Cardboard
  • Mixed paper and newspapers
     

All recyclable materials may be placed together in the cart—this is a single-stream recycling program.

Items You CANNOT Recycle (Carts containing these items will not be collected):

  • Food waste, hazardous materials, chemicals, hot embers
  • Construction debris or regular household trash
  • Leaves, brush, plastic bags, textiles
  • Batteries, tires, electronics, computers, or white metal goods
     

Please be advised that additional recycling carts are not available at this time.Updates will be provided as soon as more information becomes available.

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Engaging Children in Sensory Wordship by Marie Valle

This was in the Reformed Forum Spring/Summer 2025 Magazine. I had it in my hand months ago and been waiting to do a review on this until now. I have a digital copy so I will throw out the paper magazine.

Here's the summary:

Marie Valle is wife of a pastor, Angelo of Christ Reformed Church PCA in Central Pennsylvania, with 4 children.

She applies 5 senses: Sight, hearing, taste, smell, touch. In order to engage children in worship. I think this goes with adults as well. But this article is about the less disciplined ones, the children interrupt worship services because they need more sensory interaction, according to Valle.

God used the 5 senses (sort of) in the Tabernacle (Exodus 25-30) by making it tangible. Psalm 141 embodied this worship vividly: 1. Sounds of God's calling, 2. Smell of incense, 3. Feeling of raised hands, 4. Utterance of self-controlled words, 5. Gaze of fixed eyes.

Suggested help for children in worship:

  1. encourage holding bulletins, hymnals and Bibles with their own hands and follow along with their eyes, as they hear.
  2. Sing boldly as example of stimulating their hearing and mind with worship.
  3. Place coin (stimulate hearing) offerings themselves to encourage sensation of importance.
  4. Listen for specific frequent words during sermon: i.e. God, Bible, etc.
  5. The Lord's Supper: all senses but taste (until they are old enough to participate).

I would say though this doesn't go against parenting in the pews, it also does not discourage a separate children's church (that is, during adult's sermon session).

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TOP vs. IaaS vs. CaaS vs. PaaS vs. FaaS vs. SaaS

Cloud Google has a good introduction on these differences, I'm pasting it here in case it's lost:

To understand cloud and the different models to choose from, it can help to think about it in terms of housing:

  • On-premises: If you decide to build your house from scratch, you do everything yourself. You’ll need to source the raw materials and tools, put everything together, and run to the store every time you need anything. This is similar to running an application on-premises, where you own everything from the hardware to your applications and scaling.
  • Infrastructure as a service: If you are busy, you might consider hiring a contractor to do the work. You tell them how you want the house to look and how many rooms you want, and they take the instructions and build your home. IaaS works in a similar way for your applications. You rent the hardware to run your application on, but you are responsible for managing the OS, runtime, scale, and all the data. Example: Compute Engine
  • Containers as a service: If buying a home is just too much work due to the maintenance it comes with, you can choose to rent instead. The basic utilities are included, but you bring your own furniture and make the space yours. With containers, you can bring a containerized application, so you don't have to worry about the underlying operating system but still have control over scale and runtime. Example: Google Kubernetes Engine (GKE)
  • Platform as a service: If you don’t want to worry about furnishing your living space, you can rent a furnished house. PaaS lets you bring your own code and deploy it but leaves the server management and scaling up to the cloud provider. Examples: App EngineCloud Run
  • Function as a service: If you just need a small dedicated place to work away from your home, you can rent a desk in a coworking workspace. Similarly, FaaS allows you to build and deploy a small piece of code, or a function, that performs a specific task. The cloud provider adds scale if needed when a function executes. Example: Cloud Functions
  • Software as a service: Now, imagine you move into a finished house (rented or purchased), but you have to pay for upkeep, such as cleaning or lawn care. SaaS is the same—you pay to use a complete application for a specific purpose that is managed, maintained, and secured by the cloud provider, but you are responsible for taking care of your own data. Example: Google Workspace

Choosing which is right for you: pros and cons

When it comes to choosing whether cloud IaaS, PaaS, or SaaS is right for your business, there are different advantages and disadvantages to each service model. 

In addition, it’s important to understand that all three are not mutually exclusive, where you can only choose a single service model. It’s possible to choose one for your needs, but you can also decide to combine it with another one or even use a mix of all three along with more traditional IT infrastructure. 

Let’s take a look at some of the most common advantages and disadvantages for each model: 

IaaS pros Highest level of control over infrastructureOn-demand scalabilityNo single point of failure for higher reliabilityReduced upfront capital expenditures (for example, pay-as-you-go pricing)Fewer provisioning delays and wasted resources Accelerated development and time to marketIaaS cons Responsible for your own data security and recoveryRequires hands-on configuration and maintenance Difficulties securing legacy applications on cloud-based infrastructure
CaaS prosIdeal for running, managing, and scaling microservicesStreamlined development speeds up time to marketMore control and configuration of networks and application componentsIncreases workload portability between environments, such as hybrid cloud and multicloudBuilt-in performance monitoring and container orchestration CaaS consSome CaaS solutions have limited language support available depending on the cloud service providerContainer security risks may increase when using CaaS as they share the same kernel with the OS (although they are considered safer than VMs) 
PaaS pros Instant access to a complete, easy-to-use development platformCloud service provider is responsible for maintenance and securing infrastructure Available over any internet connection on any deviceOn-demand scalabilityPaaS cons Application stack can be limited to the most relevant componentsVendor lock-in may be an issue depending on the cloud service providerLess control over operations and the overall infrastructureMore limited customizations 
SaaS prosEasy to set up and start usingThe provider manages and maintains everything, from hardware to softwareSoftware is accessible over any internet connection on any device SaaS consNo control over any of the infrastructure or security controlsIntegration issues with your existing tools and applications Vendor lock-in may be an issue depending on the cloud service providerLittle to no customization
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